Yes, yes. I have been awake since last night, getting no sleep and battling intrusive thoughts. Normally, I never do wake up at so early in the morn (well at 7) and if I do I’ll probably be like an angry Sandy when her hibernation is disrupted. So I gathered enough energy to stand up to go to the lavatory and throw up. And so I did. I don’t feel tired at all. I guess the lithium took a quickened effect on me. God, my mouth was so adamant to not swallow it that the water I drank almost spilled out. My sister played “Lithium” by Nirvana to set the mood. I kept shaking my medication bottle like maracas. Yeah, Kurt, my friends are in my head.

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